The Crucifixion

Getting up in the early morning
By now I know how the day will end
Looking in the mirror, seeing my sententious eyes
Makes the lust for life waste and the inner demons rise
Every day, every way, every endless road I take
Seems like the walk to my own crucifixion.

You spear nails through my heart
You spear a pale through my heart
And you never stop tearing me down
The wounds will never heal
The pain will never stop
Because you never stop tearing me down

My daily grind is my prison and there's no way out

I can't get my brain stop spinning and I feel on the edge,

Feel desperate and pushed to the ledge

My force has retrieved, it's so deep inside
There's no chance to linger the distress
Every day, every way, every endless road I take
Seems like the walk to my own crucifixion.

You spear nails through my heart
You spear a pale through my heart
And you never stop tearing me down
The wounds will never heal
The pain will never stop
Because you never stop tearing me down

Finally, I see no escape
No further senseless roads to take
Suicide is the only conclusion
Conjured by your words, theres no other solution
The price I pay for your amusement
Is nothing more or less than my downright end.

Walking up to my own crucifixion, I carry my cross
Walking up to my last crucifixion, carrying the cross.

Lyrics © Torben

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