Lady Winter...

I still remember the days I died,
I see it as clearly as there was nothing else inside.
Inside the mess I call my own head
And again, after years, I'm laying here on this deathbed.

Cause I have been deluded and felt so empty longer than I can remember
I wrecked the fragile walls that held my kingdom together for far too long
I took the step over the ledge, I cleaved my wings and learned to fall
The flames atop reached out for me, clenched my body and burned me to ash
The hounds below rent me to shreds and broke my spineless neck.
Nothing, no one, nowhere around me
But everything, everyone, everywhere inside.
By now the shores of time consumed many more of my anchors, many more than before
Dear, listen to the call of the tides, they're satirizing, they're mocking me to submerge again
While the soul choir sings...

Do you remember the time you died,
Do you remember all the feelings you've ever kept inside?
Will you ever stop to miss what you have never known,
Will you ever stop to miss what you have left forlorn?
My answer is...

Lady Winter, I hope you're listening this time
I may have burned out, but I'm rekindling inside
If only you could see, if only you could feel
The inner need to quit has never been this real
On the other hand, despite of all the pain
I'm growing stronger than ever before, I won't be washed away, I'll hold on to the shore.
I'm walking on the thin line between reality and illusion, between truth and delusion
To admit - the answer is no. I will forever miss what I have never known.

I still remember the days I died,
I see it as clearly as there was nothing else inside.
Inside the mess I call my own head
And again, after years, I'm laying here on this deathbed.

Let me rest on my deathbed, watch me sleeping in snow
Let me rest on my deathbed, slowly gaining control.