Sew

Forgive me, forgive me, father forgive me for I have sinned
Believe me, believe me, mother I'm willing to do it again and again
You never understood at all how I could let this happen, how I could this tragedy of a life happen to the mess that I've become
This tragedy: my symphony, catastrophe within me
My misery: the unity of all the lives within me
I am split, fucking split, from the head to the feet, from body to soul, my Alpha's my Omega.
Order and Chaos, my duality, are existing in unity right here inside of me.
Forgive me, forgive me, father forgive me for I have sinned and will continue to do so every day until it ends.

Life has given us a promise, my dear
Seems like you haven't understood yet but to me it seems so clear: we're promised to death, each of us, since day one
So live your life without regrets, get on your feet and move on, move on
Sew the eyes of immorality shut, don't let it blink through the bandage, sew its eyes up. We're all together, alone in this dying, cruel world, surrounded by fallen statues, let us have our voices heard:

Life has given a promise to me, and the day that I finally close my eyes eternally, the other side will take my duties
The winner takes it all, so let us lose this game together while we're standing fucking tall.
Darling, please be my nothing because they say nothing lasts forever and remains the same
And if it's true I'd give up everything just to ensure, that there is nothing left to take me away from you.

Promised to death.
Take my last breath.
Promised to death.
Take, take me away from this place, fuck.

There is still something left for me to say, there is still someone to insult before I end my life today: you're all just bullshit maggots and you know who you are, don't want to leave things unsaid, unfinished, or even undone.
If you weren't so worthless to me I would break all your fucking necks, slit your throats with dull daggers and burn your corpses black, but since I...
Stopped caring about you all long ago, you're lucky and alive, I just wanted to let you all know:
There is nothing like forgiveness in my cold dead heart, before I forget what I stand for I'd rather rip myself apart.
Do not hope for forgiveness, do not beg for mercy, just don't fucking try to double-cross me.
Do not hope for forgiveness, do not beg for mercy, just don't fucking try to double-cross me.
Save this for next life and hang yourself
I give you a promise - you'll see me in hell.

Life has given a promise to me, and the day that I finally close my eyes eternally, the other side will take my duties
The winner takes it all, so let us lose this game together while we're standing fucking tall.
Darling, please be my nothing because they say nothing lasts forever and remains the same
And if it's true I'd give up everything just to ensure, that there is nothing left to take me away from you.