Mutilated Me

You've spit me out, that's the way it always used to be

And now I banish you, you vanish forever from my field of vision

Fuck off, goodbye, I wish we'd never met

What's the point of your tears now, you finally got rid of me

You should be glad you're still alive, not covered under R.I.P.

Beneath your carelessness, your lies and all your futile arguments

You're just a nothing, just a shame, turn gold to rust, dig shallow graves.

Mutilated me, a living corpse beyond sanity

I've died so many times, it started years ago and now I'm empty

I'm empty - and you're not inside

So open your mouth, close your eyes and choke, choke, choke on me.

Choke, choke, choke on me.

I cannot wait for you to...

...cry when you finally realize that there always is a last goodbye

...regret all the future dreams and memories uncreated, as you've always taken me for granted

...die as your creation discreates you, as the punisher abolishs your vigour.

Now you're just a name, you'll be forgotten, you'll be pushed aside by time

Though the flame of my hatred still devours you, as you've made me what I'm now

An open wound.

My dearly detested desolation, just a disguised abomination.

Too much time / Too many tears / Too much blood / You fucked me all up

Mutilated me, a living corpse beyond insanity

I've died so many times, it started years ago and now I'm empty

I'm empty - and you're not inside

So open your mouth, close your eyes and choke, choke on all of this.

I want to see you fucking choke on your memories.