Drenched In Memories

I still remember the father reaching out his hands for me and holding me tight.
The warm safety of a beloved person stuck to my heart and never let me loose.
Even now, years later, I still keep looking back
With a smile in my eyes and a tear on my mind
But I always wondered if he will remember me too when his time runs out.

The place you took me, our little shack in the woods
Surrounded by green, breathing the blooming life around it, tasting the air
As the dusk consumed the day, we used to sit side by side
But as the dusk consumes your final day, I'll be watching you from above
The charming, pale hands of the father grabbed my neck and held me close
And as the charming hands of the pale father will grab your neck, I'll dance in the stars.
I'll dance into heaven, finally...
...forever comatose. The bleak desolation of our former home,
I mark it with ruin. The forest greys as I descend from my ashen throne.
I only hope that you will remember the day you left me scared and betrayed
Upon the ground, bleeding out; amidst the place I once called home
The cold grip of reality, hidden alongside the path of deceit you were walking on,
With me in your arms and on your mind, your entire life.
Forever comatose.

I still remember me reaching out my hands for the father of lies, beckoning his ascension
The warm blood dripping from my body, aspersing the ground of the woods
The forest whispered to me, the night consumed my entreaty for redemption
But as the years cracked the scars, again and again, as I died night by night
All the blood from my heart rinsed my will in the earth.
My undying rage, undescribable grace
I locked my hate up in the earth and I swallowed the key.

Forever comatose.