Decay

It's been the same for months, it's been like this for years

I'm neither getting out of nor away from my fears

Even worse, some of 'em became phobias

And I can't help it, I think I'm dying.

I've spent a thousand nights with these thoughts
And since I've started, I can't stop counting them anymore
All these years, it has stained my cognitive processes
Can't chalk up the slightest trails of success

This mind seems to decay like the newborn of a loveless host.

This mind seems to decay like the flowers at the end of summer.

Never caressed but by the hands of time, I'm giving way to this emptiness inside my mind.

Walking through the frames of my life

Became a welcome burden since you joined my side

You took my hand and held me close

And even though I love you, I have to ask...

If my mind decays completely, will you still guide my hand as I cut my own throat?

Please hold my hand, please guide the knife and bring me home.

O dear, can't you see the schizophrenia?
Witness the irony, witness the trauma
This life, this condition threatens to defeat me
Every tiny step I take against the storm pushes me back another inch.

This mind seems to decay like the newborn of a loveless host.
This mind seems to decay like the flowers at the end of summer.
Never caressed
But by the hands of time
The emptiness defiles.

As I walk through the frames of my life
I walk through the flames of my life.
It became a welcome burden since you joined my side
You took my hand and held me close
And even though I love you, I still have to ask
If my mind decays completely, will you still guide my hand as I cut my own throat?
Please hold my hand, please guide the knife and bring me home.

As I walk through the frames of my life
I walk through the flames of my life.
Another night is lost...
Another night alone...
Another night is lost...
Another night is gone.