Of Shattered Ways and Broken Hearts

Neither can I describe this situation; nor am I willing to try

The pattern of this feeling is way to complex and abstract to verbalize.

In order to express the things, one would have to paint a picture

A method I deny heartfelt, for I am way too afraid to drown in colours.

So I prefer, in this case, to turn away, to close my eyes,

I prefer to pray.

Since our ways interlaced, I would die to make your face

Disappear; to make your touch undone.

I wish that I could turn back time

To the moment as you shattered all the ways I have paved.

With timid steps, you crushed my ground, you broke my wall,

I am crumbling down.

Why am I even so vulnerable, again?

I am burning internally.

This sensation, why is it caused by you?

I was never willing to let you in, though I am obsessed with you.

If this is the reality, then I do not want to face it anymore

Please let me perish away for good, for now I perish just for you.

I wish that I could turn back time

To the moment as you shattered all the ways I have paved.

With timid steps, you broke my wall, you crushed my ground,

I am crumbling down...